all me

2009-12-12T01:33:00.000-08:00

I'm abandoning this blog and hopping over to LiveJournal. Posts will no longer be made on this blog. You can find me here, and I update regularly. Comments can only be left by LJ-users. All posts that include my private life are for friends only though, so add me there if you wanna. Please do send a PM if you do, I will not allow strangers. I prefer to keep my private information to myself, and as such do not have accounts on social networking sites. Do not ask why again, it's a personal choice of mine.

There will be a lot of self-talk, so if you don't want to know what I do in my spare time, don't bother reading. There will inevitably be loads of rambling on about dolls and drawing (digital and traditional) and photography and school, so again, if you are not interested, do not waste your time.

If you do proceed to my LJ, I ask of you to please respect my hobbies. All nasty comments and messages will be deleted without mercy, e.g. OMGWHUT YOUR DOLL COST $STUPID. Please exercise a modicum of maturity. If you have a secret, intense fear of dolls, strictly do not visit, as my posts revolve much about them. My dolls are not for sale, and any emails/PMs pertaining to that regard will be ignored. Their companies and sculpts are listed below, so Google them if you wanna know more (or you can email/PM me any questions e.g. you wanna know how to get them/their size/price/model whatever- I don't mind those).

Photo taken by my sister using a Canon G10 and edited by me using Photoshop CS4 and a Wacom Intuos4 tablet.

Model: Reiko (Luts Limited SDF Fia) apprx. 60cm tall

Clothes: Dollheart Limited Pink Lady

Props: Mirror from Minibits

Photos taken by me using a Nikon D2X wth 105mm macro lens, and edited using Photoshop CS4.

Models: Twins Fëor (bottom) and Dëor (top, the sleepy one). Soom Limiteds Yrie and Ai respectively, apprx. 26 cm tall

Clothes: Rosen Lied Limited Rin.Rena

I wish you guys a good day!

2009-10-19T07:29:00.000-07:00

http://raining-on.deviantart.com/

Photos of Reiko can be found here.

2009-07-25T08:46:00.000-07:00

2009-07-18T23:53:00.001-07:00

Reiko @ Cosfest pictures are UP. Check my LJ as usual, Ju!

2009-06-20T10:16:00.001-07:00

DEAR SISTER, PLEASE VIEW MY LIVEJOURNAL FOR LUTS MEETUP PICTURES ~~since Blogger decided to screw with me.~~

2009-05-22T02:54:00.001-07:00

LJ does so not like me ._. Crashed when I tried uploading Yuuhi's pictures.
Also, why can't LJ upload more than one pic at a go? D<
Here are the lovely ~~overdue-by-goodness-knows-how-long~~ pictures! I'm sorry if the comments are weird, I'm no good at them >_>

Royal Yuuhi sitting on her royal cushions! 8D She is gorgeous.

Red dress goes well with gold cushions as a backdrop.

~~~

Head bowed, legs tucked to one side, hands laid delicately on lap. Yuuhi's deep in the whirl of memories, wading through the waves of thoughts while shadows of lashes fall upon her cheeks.

She smiles, though her eyes are wreathed in shadows.

Lowered lashes graze her cheek, her hair falls in a silken waterfall about her, framing her face.

Pensive thoughts race through, and she's unable to stop them flowing.

Memories of the past well up.

She reaches out a hand, as if she can feel the whisper of an unknown world, calling her, tugging at her, beckoning to her.

Will she be able to go there? Can she go there?

She wants to, desperately.

What's that I see over there? A glimmer, flicker, darting sparkles -

She stands, and walks into the light.

The light brings out the lustre of her hair, her eyes. It chases away the dark, and brings a smile to Yuuhi's face.

She basks in its warm glow.

It has become yet another beautiful memory, another slice of history.

~~~

I see what you guys meant when you said that Yuuhi cannot look straight. I tried photos in a variety of angles, and even in extreme ones like those below, she seems to be looking at the camera 8D

That's all for today! I'm hopping to LJ now and hopefully it'll be a wee bit quicker~ No edits done except color correction and minor cropping. (the light was very yellow, I tried to make the photos as color-correct as possible)

2009-05-09T10:57:00.000-07:00

ZZZ. Long way to go.

Pictures updates of Yuuhi and POSSIBLY Shiro should be tomorrow. Yes, while we're "rehearsing" PWOP.

I'm considering switching to LiveJournal, if I can think of a suitable name 8D

2009-04-30T02:32:00.000-07:00

Yeap, I've finally gotten around to editing these. Taken on (checks Chuo Li's blog) April 17th, 2009, at DHS level 3 study area. Yes, they're a week overdue, but that was definitely not due to my laziness, I only got the SD card yesterday after it ran away to Australia with my dear sister >.>

Photos and editing by me. Enjoy~

Yoi Sanakou, LUTS KDF Litchi.
I love the way her eyes match her hair, and the aura she gives off. She's sitting there like royalty!

Jezebel, DOD DOT Lahoo. The model guy. I like how the buildings emphasize his height here.

See what I mean about being a model? He's way tall >D Although he looks huggable in this one...

My fave photo! They look so cute that way, like he's protective of her.

Any volunteers to help write a story or at least something more interesting than my comments for them? >.< Click for much bigger photos. Don't worry about their quality killing your eyes or something, I uploaded the clear ones. No edits done except colour enhancement and some cropping to provide privacy and erase the messy backdrop.

2009-03-29T07:36:00.001-07:00

I GOT A NEW LAPTOP!
After my sister got hers, but still.
It arrived on Wednesday, I think.
Still being kept a secret from my mother and little brother.
Mum'll freak if she knew about this (she DID freak about my previous lappie)
That's another thing to add on to the secrets my dad and I are ~~hiding~~ keeping from her.

I'm having fun using the laptop 8D
Same brand as my sis's, but different model and of course, colour.
Hers is a pink pink pink VAIO CS26, if I'm not mistaken, with a 14.1 inch screen. Came with a free matching mouse and case.
Mine's VAIO Z37 (woot) and black, but you can see sparkly depth in the color, probably due to the carbon fibre casing.
Although the screen size is 13.1 inches, but of course it's lighter. No free wireless bluetooth mouse for me though T.T
It has this fingerprint detector that I'm addicted to using ^w^
And the screen color is so lovely, richer than my desktop's monitor.

Just my opinion but,
~~Mine totally pwnz hers.~~

2009-02-03T07:24:00.000-08:00

yay me. 2 posts in one day when I haven't posted for EONS.

The following passage is from http://skepchick.org/blog/?p=4507 and no copyright infringement is intended.

Why “Twilight” is hurting America

Last night was date night. My husband and I decided to have dinner and watch a movie - just a fun way to break up the work week. Over Thanksgiving, my 13-year old niece had ordered me to go see Twilight because “It’s awesome” and “Edward is hot.”

So, I figured I’d keep my promise and go see it. From what I had heard, this was a teen vampire movie consisting mainly of the lead characters looking meaningfully at each other and brooding about their immortality or lack thereof. And everyone knows, mocking a silly movie is one of the foundations of an excellent date night.

The next thing I knew, it was 11 p.m. and I was so pissed off I couldn’t get to sleep without writing this. This movie is just plain evil. And not because of the vampires. Let me explain. And yes, there are spoilers. Sorry. Meet me after the fold for all the blood-sucking fun. Or maybe just sucking…For those of you living under a rock or not in the presence of pre-teen girls for the past few months, Twilight is the latest series of fantasy books. It centers around a teenage vampire who falls in love with a human girl in high school. Stephenie Meyer, the author, is being hailed as the next J.K. Rowling. Now, I haven’t read the books so this review is based solely on the first movie.

Here we go.We start out with Bella, our would-be heroine, leaving her mom and stepfather to go live with her father in Forks, Washington. We don’t really know much about Bella but that’s OK because her personality really doesn’t factor into the movie at all. On her first day, Bella meets Edward. Edward is pale and ripped and clearly interested in her because as soon as he sees her, he retches and leaves class. He then disappears for several days, leaving Bella to do nothing but swoon and wonder what she could have done to offend him.

When he finally comes back, he starts toying with her - one day being friendly, the next day blowing her off. Bella puts up with this … presumably because he’s totally dreamy. This goes on for a little while and teen angst isn’t all that surprising in a teen movie, so let’s fast forward.Bella slowly discovers that Edward is vampire. She learns this because he saves her from a car accident (demonstrating his strength) and then from a group of thugs in the street. She confronts him, he admits to it and tells her he’s a dangerous monster who can never be with her.

They then proceed to date.

Let me pause here to caveat this review: I understand that this is a story of teen romance. I therefore expect some amount of angst to factor in. And maybe I’m spoiled by the Hermione Grangers and Eowyns of the past few years. But I’ve come to expect more from female characters. It really bothers me that this movie depicts a girl who falls in love within days and then proceeds to spend the rest of the movie supressing everything about herself for this boy. And the worst part is that this is considered as a ‘happy ending’ for her.The boy, in turn, never even shows any level of interest in Bella as anything more than physically attractive. He follows her around because he feels ‘protective’ of her. This works out well when she’s being attacked, but she doesn’t consider it even a little creepy that he’s following her, sneaking into her room at night and WATCHING HER SLEEP.

Bella never makes any attempt to stand up for herself. The day she’s attacked (and subsequently rescued by Edward), her father gives her a can of pepper spray to protect herself. She rolls her eyes and laughs at him, saying she doesn’t need it. Never mind that hours earlier, she was in danger of being raped. She has a boy to protect her now, so she doesn’t have to worry about it.

But protection and safety comes with a price. Edward is constantly on the edge of control. His attraction to Bella means that he wants to consume her (literally). So, when they finally kiss, Edward has to stop, pull himself away and stay back. So, Bella has to suppress her own sexuality for him as well. Because, of course, sex is bad and can lead to the guy going into an frenzy and losing control. “I can’t lose control around you,” Edward says. And of course, that means he has to keep control at all times. Of himself and of her.

This movie makes me sad at so many levels. But most of all, it makes me sad that thousands of teenage girls, including my niece, think this is one of the greatest movies ever. That this is how love is supposed to be. That it’s romantic to subsume your entire being for a boy with a spiky haircut and awesome abs. And that the only way to attract said man is to look a certain way. Edward never fell in love with Bella’s mind, her kindness or her wit. He noticed her because of how she looked and, moreso, how she smelled.

At the end of the movie, Bella asks Edward to turn her into a vampire so she can be with him forever. Ok, probably not the best decision and it’s probably for the best that Edward refuses. But even so, it is the only time she actually stands up and displays any independent thought for herself. And Edward makes another decision for her and refuses her - presumably relegating her to a life of watching herself get old while he stays young. Not to mention, no sex. (Yes, I know they get past that in later books in the series but this is about the movie and she doesn’t know that at the time.)

Twilight may seem like a harmless teenage flick. And maybe it is. Or maybe it’s just another Red Riding Hood or Cinderella fairy tale created to force young women into a stereotype of how to behave, how to act and how to fall in love. Trust me people, take your kids to see Bolt instead.

If you have enjoyed the above extracted critique, go to here for more:http://skepchick.org/teen/?p=571

I watched Bolt - the 3D one :D
I'm on the right track!
STOP THE TWILIGHT INFESTATION ._.

And this is only the first book. It gets worse.
The second book consisted of them breaking up, staying away and making up again.
Jeez.
Though the covers are pretty.

And - this is LaiPing's PoV - How is Edward different from that 37 year old guy in Vladimir Nabokov's Lolita?
Except for appearances -.-
Lolita is basically about this guy (37 years old) who is smitten by a 12 year old girl.
Edward's like 100 over years old, Bella's 16.
We as a society condemned the guy in Lolita as being a sexual predator, but isin't Edward the same?
We based our judgements on appearances, whoopee.
Are we then a narcissitic society?

Quoted from Lai Ping's blog:
Seriously, I agree with the critique above. Edward likes Bella cos of her scent? Bella likes Edward cos of his superpowers? Because he is exotic? Seriously, these are not stuff you should base your relationship on. In real life, sooner or later Bella will see what trouble Edward is causing her and leave him. Edward will see how weak Bella is, how she depends on him to make all decisions etc. They are in love now, yes. But this type of love will not be long-lasting. Their passion will fade with time and what is left behind is not admiration for each other's kindness, inteliigence or something that is longlasting and meaningful, but frustration and regret.

Okay, maybe it's harsh on a storybook ._.
Comments?
Don't flame me if you really worship it, I didn't say that Twilight was a stupid book.

2009-01-28T04:03:00.000-08:00

Zzzz. I gave up on those eggs ._.

fireworks at marina barrage on New Year's Day (midnight)
as seen from the sea
photos taken by my sis (there, I credited)
I prefer taking abstract photos ._.

lazy to upload more, but the nicest ones are here.

"We are all like fireworks.

We climb, shine, and always go our separate ways and become further apart.

But even if that time comes, let's not disappear like a firework, and continue to shine... forever."

-Hitsugaya Toushirou, Bleach

2009-01-17T08:13:00.000-08:00

Suddenly the night has grown colder.
Some deity preparing to depart.
Alexandra hoisted on his shoulder,
they slip between the sentries of your heart.

Upheld by the simplicities of pleasure,
they gain the light, they formlessly entwine;
and radiant beyond your widest measure
they fall among the voices and the wine.

lt's not a trick, your senses all deceiving,
a fitful dream the morning will exhaust---
Say goodbye to Alexandra leaving,
Then say goodbye to Alexandra lost.

Even though she sleeps upon your satin.
Even though she wakes you with a kiss.
Do not say the moment was imagined,
Do not stoop to strategies like this.

As someone long prepared for this to happen,
Go firmly to the window. Drink it in.
Exquisite music, Alexandra laughing.
Your first commitments tangible again.

You who had the honor of her evening,
And by that honor had your own restored---
Say goodbye to Alexandra leaving.
Alexandra leaving with her lord.

As someone long prepared for the occasion;
In full command of every plan you wrecked---
Do not choose a coward's explanation
that hides behind the cause and the effect,

You who were bewildered by a meaning,
whose code was broken, crucifix uncrossed---
Say goodbye to Alexandra leaving.
Then say goodbye to Alexandra lost.

Hydra, Greece
September 1999

2008-11-21T07:36:00.001-08:00

I GOT A DOG!
Finally, after all months of begging my parents.
She's a Great Dane and black in color.
Apparently the seller was some huge animal lover O.o
Shall post more tomorrow, I'm fricking tired after a whole day of CO.

2008-11-18T23:30:00.001-08:00

My blog is officially revived,

due in part to me being so bored I decided to blog.
Read previous post, the song lyrics of

THIS LIGHT I SEE by Paku Romi as Hitsugaya Toushirou.

*squee*
Love Japanese songs; I feel that their lyrics are way meaningful and I like the way Japanese as a language is enunciated. Also, their songs portray beautiful imagery. Like in This Light I See, the first verse has this line where it's as if the harsh words cut the mouth.

Seriously, I have more Jap songs in my ipod than Chinese ones.
Not that I don't like Chinese ones, but I get sick of stuff that I'm forced to learn.
Eg I love drawing, but got fed up with my lessons after six years. But I still enjoy drawing nowadays (usually manga characters, but still.)

I'm so bored that I borrow books from the library to read so I can have a good excuse to lie on my bed. The two main places in my house that I spend time in would be in front of my computer, on my bed or rummaging through the fridge for chocolate ^^
milk chocolate truffles are my life's blood.

I've also revived my MapleStory account, after 1 and a 1/2 years of quitting.
Sad to say all my buddies have probably deleted me T_T
Anybody who plays Maple here? Or have characters in Bootes?
Add me! Or else I will die of boredom and you'll be responsible ;D

Miss Tiong's wedding on Saturday, for those sotongs.
Dunno what to wear, but it's probably casual.
(Read: shorts and a shirt)

2008-11-18T06:10:00.000-08:00

THIS LIGHT I SEE by Paku Romi

tsumetai yokaze ga me ni sasari
The cold night wind stabs my eyes

kudaranai kioku ga afure dasu
Good-for-nothing memories overflowing

togatta serifu wo sora ni hanachi
Sharp words are set free into the sky

chi no aji no nokoru tsuba wo haita
And the taste of blood is left behind in my mouth

"minna shinjyae" tte kuchiguse wo
"Everyone dies," I have a habit of saying

aitsu wa kokoro kara kanashinda
That person who is truly heartsick

mamorou to shite kizutsukeru chikara de
This power that keeps you from being hurt

nani wo te ni shite yuku?
Can I hold on to it?

I'm believing, this light I see
I'm believing this light I see

tashika na hikari yo
This absolute light

sakebidasu ore wo michibiite kure
Is calling out to me as I'm guided along the way

tsuyosa dake wo shinjite kita hibi
The only thing I believed in day-to-day was strength

munashisa wo katsu tabi ni shitta
But an empty victory was all I had in the end

chippoke na kokoro de warau kara
My tiny little heart laughed

mou sukoshi tsuyogatte isasete kure
Which was just a small show of courage

"hitori de ikiru" tte kuchiguse ni
"I can live without anyone else", I have a habit of saying

aitsu wa sabishisou ni hohoenda
That person with such a lonesome smile

wakarou to shite tsuki hanasu chikara de
Understanding this power that I thrust away blindly

nani wo te ni shite yuku?
Can I hold on to it?

I'm believing, this light I see
I'm believing this light I see

kodoku na hikari yo
This lonely light

kuruidasu ore wo dakishimete kure
Is cradling me in the confusion

ore no naka no ichiban yowai kakera ga
These weak little fragments within me are

ten no hate e ichiban tsuyoi inori wo hanatsu
The strongest prayers set free beyond the ends of heaven

ore no naka no ichiban yowai kakera ga
These weak little fragments within me are

yami no saki e ichiban tsuyoi omoi wo hanatsu
The strongest thoughts that I set free beyond the darkness ahead

kokoro wo hanatsu
I set my heart free

hikari wo hanatsu
I set this light free

I'm believing... believing, this light I see
I'm believing this light I see

tashika na hikari yo
This absolute light

sakebidasu ore wo michibiite kure
Is calling out to me as I'm guided along the way

I'm believing, this light I see
I'm believing this light I see

kodoku na hikari yo
This lonely light

kuruidasu ore wo dakishimete kure
Is cradling me in the confusion

2008-06-11T22:47:00.000-07:00

YAY!
i miss being in hongkong man. D:
i wanna go shopping.

im like having a supposed study group like NOW.
wahaha. and im blogging :D
IM AM SO PRO.
AND i havent started any homework yet.
seeeya.

2008-05-25T07:32:00.000-07:00

THE 3G08 FANTASTICO TALENTIME SONG :D

verse 1 (情非得已)
难以忘记新的3G
每个人都充满活力
不管是男是女
黑白高低，充满爱心
这个班级十分与众不同
我们从来不懂放弃
不管前方的路有多艰辛
我们同舟共齐齐力断金

verse 2 (熟能生巧 - chorus)
艺在心中
再苦再累我们都会endure
也许有时候意见会分绕
但我们朝着共同的目标
让旅程染上一些颜料
是红橙黄或蓝靛紫都好
一天一天的相处
渐渐地慢慢地我们体会到
艺始终在心中

verse 3 (夜来香)
那南风吹来清凉
Legend 的月色明亮
月下的花儿都入梦
只有我们在唱
都还~ 不要上床
风筝在天空上飞翔
目的在不远的地方
我们要向前努~力
拥抱~着对方
吐露出爱的芬芳

verse 4 (流星雨 - chorus)
一起去看丁加奴
的海龟在生蛋
让你的泪落在沙滩上
让你相信3G爱
只能为你释放
你会发现幸福很简单
shou yi solo: 你会发现
join in: 幸福~很简... 单~

many thanks to chongxian ^^
and omg, we have damn lots of homework D:
i need sugar.

2008-05-22T08:10:00.001-07:00

wowza.
my last post's on Mar 28
damn.

anyway. just back (read: 6 days) from camp! :D
i miss it.
although the food's yucky and all but i loved the no-stress environment :P
going to hongkong next friday for co trip.

3GIGABITES RULES ^^
we pwned in talentime
but totally failed in the quiz, haha.
anyway we're second in the level, tie with 3I.
but both our bball girls and soccer guys got into 3rd & 1st place respectively, congrats :D:D
which i guess puts us into FIRST place:o

yawn.
tons of holiday hwk.
im too lazy to upload the damn camp photos.
i did some for 3g blog though, go kope.
next up will be the banana striptease.
okay, gotta go do that now :D
i know you're all excited.

2008-03-28T20:16:00.000-07:00

omg. this keeps happening to me!
i just blogged finish and then realized got alot of ppl waiting to see pics of gongyan 08
the file size damn big leh -.-
anyway. here goes.

super small tby room - liuqins&pipas

LIUQINS ARE LOVE <3

PIPAS!:D

ZHONGRUANS!:D with the exception of 1 liuqing riiight at the bottom being extra xD

my sec1 junior playing a prank. she very pro leh :D

my lovelayye liquing partner <3

our lovely identical not-really-courtshoes shoes!

2008-03-28T19:31:00.000-07:00

i just read my sister's blog.
wtf. she was like
"the sky's so sad because i was in a horrible mood today"
hello? self-absorbed much?
believe it or not, the weather does NOT depend on your mood!
do you really think the humungous sky can ever be controlled by the mood of one insignificant human?

she made me late for my co during the march holidays and complains that my dad has to fetch ME FIRST.
HELLO! my school is an effing 20 mrt stops away from home while yours is 2!
Geez, how much more self-centered can you get?!

and then she blabbered on about the superteens program thingy.
that time she came back from it she started squealing how "meaningful" it was.
which right-minded person has to pay a 100 bucks for some guy-who dosen't know anything about you-to tell you to love yourself?!
MUST YOU RELY ON SAID GUY TO BOOST YOUR SELF-CONFIDENCE?
oh noooo, I dont think so.
but she does, apparently.

what a shallow person.
plus she just ~~bought~~ acquired a tamagotchi for $15.
what an effing waste of money.
quote" romeo's one bad boy. he does poopoo everywhere! he just evolved!"
seriously no life.
even 9-yr-old brothers play tamagotchi, a stupid piece of low-tech rubbish.
and YOU bought one.
sigh. hypnotized by the indoctrination of tamagotchis.
and she keeps persuading me to buy one too.
i flat out refused.
RESIST THE EVIL LURE OF THIS CHEAP TOY!
mind you, $15 for something you have to feed, clean up after, play with, AND wakes you up in the morning with its mindless beeping for you to do one of said things?
yeah right -.-

2008-03-28T06:31:00.000-07:00

hellos!
im trying to blog more often :D
i wanna change my skin too, but blogskins.com keeps conking out on me. or refusing to load the damn page.

sports day today.
the stupid bus driver didn't know that we're supposed to go bishan today and fetched us to school.
o.o
we told him earlier to go bishan and he didn't believe us and fetched us to school AND THEN refused to fetch us to bishan.
DAMN. thus the simei people were late.

dunno overall winner, wasn't paying attention for most of it.
LOL. i was reading jiamin's supernice book.
bishan stadium is damn hot.
WHOEVER BUILT THE STADIUM FACED IT TOWARDS THE RISING SUN.
hello?! effing retarded.
thus we got all chaotah.
the bread they gave us cost $0.60.
saw it on the packaging :D

my friend noticed its always the host school which wins the cheering competition.
in 2006 DHS was hosting and we won.
in 2007 it was Tamasek.
and 2008 Ngee Ann. dots.
im thinking they don't even bother to hear the cheers.

ooh. blogskins finally loaded.
gotta go change my skin.
back later :D

im back!
finally decided on a skin.
blogger preview had a prob, and messed up the layout
i thought sthg was wrong with the skins i previewed and rejected lots.
-.-
im gonna stop being so lazy and LINK SOME PPL.
wait, i changed my mind.
am going to sleep now

2008-02-19T20:44:00.000-08:00

hello people :D
looooooooooooong time no blog liao.
too lazy.
so im blogging during finance lit now xD
mr kwek is too naive to bring us here
but hes a good guy.

mr lim hasnt discovered me yet.
amazing considering im sitting right in front.

i have nothing to blog about -.-"
next few weeks are gonna be hell.
tomorrow have sics' and bio tests.
granted, bio is pseudo-test, but still.
friday is chem test.
argh.
in one month and a bit more we have TWO maths common tests.
horriblehorriblehorrible.

oh, our class is called 3GIGABITES.
i think it's cute.
we're gonna have two class tees.
one jersey(i think) and 1 adidas material shirt
i want red and black.

HUIXIANG IS CUTE.
SARAH IS CUTER.
WEIQI IS THE CUTEST.
(lol, weiqi's beside me and she wanted me to type that xD)

seeya. im gonna pay attention now.
no, really :D
<3

2008-01-12T05:55:00.000-08:00

i have a really funny history teacher by the name of Mrs Tan Bee Kee.
Her notes and teaching methods are super interesting,
unlike Mrs Kang's.
who knows, maybe i'll like history eventually, no? :D
here's a sample.

an excerpt from WORLD IDEOLOGIES WITH REFERENCE TO COWS (italics are my comments btw)

pure communism: you share 2 cows with your neighbours. You & your neighbours bicker about who has the most 'ability' and who has the most 'need'. Meanwhile, no one works, no one gets any milk and the cows drop dead of starvation D:

russian communism: You have 2 cows. You have to take care of them, but the government takes all the milk. You steal back as much milk as you can and sell it on the black market.

cambodian communism: You have 2 cows. The government takes both & shoots you. (i love this one.)

bureaucracy: You have 2 cows. At first the government regulates what you can feed them and when you can milk them. Then it pays you not to milk them. Then it takes both, shoots one, milks the other & pours the milk down the drain (huh? isn't killing both easier?). Then it requires you to fill out forms accounting for the missing cows.

AND MY FAVE? SURREALISM.
You have 2 giraffes. The government requires you to take harmonica lessons :D:D

ps disclaimer: These notes wasn't thought up by me. They're from Mrs Tan.
pps this post is dedicated to Mrs Tan BK (:
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

2008-01-08T06:16:00.000-08:00

heys.
i officially declare my blog dead :/
i can't be bothered to update.
hiaz.

school's started =/=/
i like me fab new class,
3G!!!
but i wish manda & emmy & lp & jh were there -.-
LOL.
i think we're called 3GARFIELD.
we're FUN & FRIENDLY & NOISY.
and our class tee's gonna be HOT pink.
muahaha.

i hate our chinese cher sia.
ms/mdm/mrs loo choo mui.
she's old and damn boring.
& clearly those textbook teachers D:<
I WANT MISS ZHENG JINGWEI BACK!
this sucks.

i can't wait for holidays to come -.-
lol. 1&1/2 weeks of school and i feel like quitting le.
*shudder*
i wonder how i'm gonna survive throughout the year.

my lovely lovely dragon. done using photoshop & wacom tablet. yes, i KNOW it needs more work.

my lovely lovely dragon + background. which still needs more work. but hey, you can tell by how often i post that i'm freaking lazy :D the dragon's pale grey---(its supposed to be silver, but obviously i can't find silver)look at the 1st pic--- but against the black bg it looks white o.o

2007-11-24T02:03:00.000-08:00

heyheys!
very long time never post liao;
my blog's DEAD.
not that there's much to write abt anyway.

i finally got braces on thurs.
pink.
my dentist says i can't eat chewy/crunchy food eg jellybeans and potato chips but i don't care.
i eat bubble tea pearls anyway.
braces are annoying cos i can't talk properly.
can't wait for the time when i can take them off.

i think ms ling rejected my appeal =x
the results aren't out yet.
walao. i don't want HISTORY,
its goddamn boring...

this whole holiday is boring
yet i haven't started on any hw!
I AM SO AMAZING, NO?
even manda's finished her LA & maths =/
even emily who has tons of girlguides meetings (like everyday) has started on hw.
anyone wanna let me copy maths?
pretty please? :D:D *puppy eyes*
MATHS TOTALLY SUCK.

i have my liuqin grade 2 & 3 exams on wed & fri =x=x
mehmehmehmehmeh.
over my dead body am i gonna start on hw.
i need to practise, practise & PRACTISE SOMEMORE!
and like, revise my songs.
6 in total.
i'm pretty sure i'm gonna fail the hardest song:
馬燈調.i can't get the effing rhythm;
it's pissing me off >=O

you know what?
im'm glad for dhs's comp lessons
i know hoe to adjust the width of my virtual tiger's box :D
unlike my sis who cant feed her pony due to the width.
lalalalala~

i wanna slack.
tho i've been doing nothing BUT slack this hols >.<
seeya.
ps lets go watch movie!
pps i'm going to Aussie on during early december.cant remember exactly when. but i'll be beack on the 18th =D

2007-10-25T17:15:00.000-07:00

it's 8.13 in the morning and i'm typing this.
woots.
i can get up like damn early during the hols.
going to manda's house today to eat custard.
about 11 or so.
i wanna see andrew :D

2007-10-24T01:41:00.001-07:00

hi people!
im at amanda's house right now :D
we're gonna make custardy custardy CUSTARD!
but there isn't any milk D:
LOL.
so manda's gone to get some.
wakaka. so we're using her comp.
:D:D:D:D:D:D
lalalala~

i'm very sian.
just got results back.
not up to my expectations.
but then again i didn't expect to score well.
lol

oh yay.
she's back.
TIME FOR THE CUSTARD!
seeya later :P

2007-10-11T18:15:00.000-07:00

YIPPEE!
exams are finally OVER!
results are back on 17th & 18.
meep. im scared
BUT WHO CARES?!?!!?
im gonna enjoy myself till then.

today (friday) i will be gone for my boat trip holiday.BYEBYES PPL
*see previous posts*
the boat called henrietta!
the only sad prob is my dweeby cousin will be there too.
AND my sis.
this means i dont have any intelligent people my age to talk to.
sianded//

you know what?
THE BLOGGER THINGY TO ADJUST THE FONT SIZE IS GONE o.0
AND ALSO THE FONT COLOUR THINGY.
well, I cant find it.
meh. this totally pisses me off.
crap. i just realised i havent been practicing my liuqin for THREE weeks due to eoys.
speaking of liuqin, must rmb to sms my partner & tell her im not going sy tomorrow.
still sianded//

i wanna eat chocolate.
im hungry.
its surprising how i cant get up late on school days yet can get up super early on holidays.
IM SO AMAZING :D
when i logged on to msn at 8.30am there wasnt anybody online.
AT ALL.
now it's 9.25, but there's only 3 people.
one of them is SHILUN.
didnt know he can get up THIS early.

buhbyes for now le.
i wanna go find something to eat :/
its nice to finnaly update my blog, you know?
its been practically deaded.
& i changed the skin.
SEEYA!

ps will be back on sunday, dont worry.

2007-07-17T04:29:00.000-07:00

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2007-07-17T03:30:00.000-07:00

i feel sian`d.
urgghh.

tests coming up this term:
1. chinese (week ?)
2. maths class test (27.07.07)
3. maths common test (week ?)
4. history (week 6)
5. i cant rmb...

so aniwaes, i cant really seem to remember anything.
cos i din`t bring my handbook last week.
never copy down anything at alls.
-.-
pathetic. must get from my partner.

inter-disciplinary multiple intelligences week
starting on thurs.
im visual&spatial; last year mathematical&logical.
yes. can miss acc and cme.
btw my cme cher is LU HAN LIN
ohmygawds.

i feel like changing skin.
any suggestions people?

2007-07-05T05:00:00.000-07:00

yeah. back to school.
i hate school homework, and already,
there's a ton of it.
meh. ==
i'm looking forward to dazu/fenzu tomorrow (:

over the long weekend due to youth's day,
i went to laiping's house to rollerblade and cycle.
just as i was walking somewhere
at the end of the day,
i fell and hurt my arm.
pretty badly LOL!
its ugly x_X
and my leg has a scratch too.
OWCH.
i'm clumsy.. :D

is that a good thing?
i wish emily had gone too (:

2007-06-10T19:44:00.000-07:00

omg i've been awayy on a CRUISE~!
so FUN sia~~
<33

the boat is called Henrietta
&& its white :D
this is the 3rd time i've gone for a cruise on it.
its has 2 dinghies (small motorboat)
AND IT RECENTLY ADDED...
a JETSKI and a BANANA BOAT!!!

theyre like so damn fun lors!
e jetski can go super fast.
and spray up alotlot of water! :D:D
then it can pull e banana boat also!
must wear lifejacket at all times,
no matter if you can swim or not!

e 1st && 2nd time i ride e banana boat (fridae/saturdae)
none of us (cousin, sis && me) fell off
1st time: my cous 1st, then my sis, then me!
2nd time: me 1st (being infront scary..) then my cous then sis
ytd (sundae..yum!) my mom, sis, me, aunt, cousin all ride the boat!
(in sitting order)
then my mom half fell 1st during a sharp turn!!! xD
then 2nd time my mom, sis & aunt fell off
HAHAHAS! lol it was soooooo FUNNY watching!
then 3rd time all of us fell ._.
then very difficult to climb back on~~
i climbed on e back of e jetski
(my uncle, bro & another cous riding THAT)
and frm there climbed onto the boat!
i leant e wrong way, THATS WHY I FELL OFF.

so yays for a great holiday~~~~~~!

2007-05-31T21:28:00.000-07:00

hahas.
finally updated.
meh.
this week damn busy lehhs!
mondae - wednesdae, 9am - 5pm
CO JIXUN!
juz like working hours.
but fun lahhs.
3 songs in 3 days.
worked so hard.
BOO!
go change cbox colour now
tatas~

2007-05-18T07:49:00.000-07:00

mehhs.
ALOT HOMEWORK LEHHS!
most of them all projects.
(in no particular order-)

1. chinese
2. maths (pretty short & easy tho..)
3. history I
4. history II (hols hwk)
5. science poster
6. LA skit
7. pupil portfolio (why again???)

cant think of any more.
sigh.
think all my grades dropped.
except LA.
BOO.
yuckk.
tomorrow ptm dayy.
bet i will kena scolding after parent talks to my chers.
grrr.

(on a happpier note-)
YAY!
fenzu & dazu are quite fun. (:
except in fenzu i work so hard that my fingers hurt.
in dazu there's practically nthg for me to play.
except a line or two here & there.
lols. which i dont play very well.

cos in fenzu on mondae we learnt MAN JIANG HONG
(literally: full river red)
then i went home.
i practiced it.
THEN IN DAZU ON FRIDAE
we played JUN MA BEN CHENG
(literally: ? horse sprinting/ running/ galloping)
ow. try learning a new song in ONE DAY.
plus its a new diao we nvr touched before.
and the pipas beside me were like,
WE CANT HEAR THE LIUQINS!
lol.
there's only 4 of us, 1/2 of which are not playing
yep, me & my partner.
cos we dunno how.
atleast nvr scolded. :D

MUST GO PRAC LE.
but i doubt i have time.
do history 1st!
& science project.
shouldnt be slacking anywaes.

2007-05-16T04:29:00.000-07:00

hahas. changed skin. must go dinner le. change cbox colour ltr :D

2007-05-01T02:36:00.000-07:00

on labour's day, SUPPOSEDLY a holiday, we are SUPPOSED to stay at home and slack. or go out shop. or do homework. NOT CUT HAIR WHICH IS WHAT I DID. & my mum lied to me. say trim nia but she asked e hairdresser WHACK OFF ALL MY HAIR LEAVING A SHORT STUMPY PONYTAIL WHICH I CAN BARELY TIE!!! i am so freaking pissed. and you noe wad??????! I LOOK F***ING STUPID. bleahs =xx

at least mye DAD *compensated* me by buying me a pair of adidas sport shoes `&& nike slippers. muahahas. for level camp. & some ankle socks. total=$136.56 all just for ME. toooooo badd. :D:D:D i wanted light pinkk adidas at first but like, no stock my size. then i choose another darker pinkk. then also DUN HAV. pissed me off. then i chose sparkly orange. :D match my class tee HAHAS!

2007-04-28T22:54:00.000-07:00

omg...im slacking when im supposed to do damn history RAFT. =x

rlly dun feel like doing lehhs.

i wanna change skinn.

cos im skinn addict :D

aniwaes alot nice skinns mah.

or mayb i go make my own. :D:D

i feel so sianx.

luckily tuesday is holiday lorhhs.

LABOUR DAY for those of youu who dunno.

can slack.

2007-04-28T02:41:00.000-07:00

yays! change skin again. its so FUN! :D:D:D this skin is so cute rite? *miaow meow* alot more stuff to put in tho (like misc! take a look there wonte youu?)

2007-04-27T04:37:00.000-07:00

CINDERELLA by the cheetah girls

When I was just a little girl,

My mama used to tuck me into bed,

And she'd read me a story.

It always was about a princess in distress

And how a guy would save her

And end up with the glory.

I'd lie in bed

And think about

The person that I wanted to be,

Then one day I realized

The fairy tale life wasn’t for me.

I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,

Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,

Waiting for somebody to come and set me free

I don’t wanna be like someone waiting

For a handsome prince to come and save me

Oh no will survive

Unless somebody's on my side

Don't wanna be

No, no, no one else.

I’d rather rescue myself.

Someday I'm gonna find Someone

Who wants my soul, heart and mind

Whos not afraid to show that he loves me

Somebody who will understand im happy just the way i am

Dont need nobody taking care of me

I will be there for him just as strong as he will be there for me

when i give myself then it has got to be an equal thing

I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,

Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,

Waiting for somebody to come and set me free

I don’t wanna be like someone waiting

For a handsome prince to come and save me

Oh no will survive

Unless somebody's on my side

Don't wanna be

No, no, no one else.

I’d rather rescue myself.

I can slay my own dragons.

I can dream my own dreams.

My knight in shining armor is me.

So I'm gonna set me free.

I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,

Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,

Waiting for somebody to come and set me free.

I don’t wanna be like someone waiting

For a handsome prince to come and save me

Oh no will survive

Unless somebody's on my side

I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,

Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,

Waiting for somebody to come and set me free.

I don’t wanna be like someone waiting

For a handsome prince to come and save me

Oh no will survive

Unless somebody's on my side

Don't wanna depend

on, no one else.

I’d rather rescue myself.

I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,

Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,

Waiting for somebody

to come and set me free.

I don’t wanna be like someone waiting

For a handsome prince to come and save me

Oh no will survive

Unless somebody's on my side

Don't wanna depend

on, no one else.

I’d rather rescue myself.

2007-04-26T22:56:00.001-07:00

hiies ppl!

this is my BLOG :D

lols. felt like starting one

at first dunno hw to change e skin

blogger kept saying have error o_o

LOLS. im a computer dummy.

must have step-by-step instructions then can do.

then dunno wad i do

become can liaos.

HAHA! xD

PS i lyk this skin alot leh!

tho i cant read e jap words -.-

but have too many nice skins leh

:D:D:D